HI - My name is Krystal and I'm a foodaholic.......I've been addicted to food as long as I can remember. Every Milestone good or bad is capped with food - a meal, beverage, dessert if we are really lucky. Food becomes a destination. The mind switches from lets go visit (insert person here). To, ohhhh I really want (indulgent food) - lets go visit (insert person here). The person becomes the excuse to eat. The worst part is that it is everywhere - Go to Disneyland for th

I'm on a long journey....I have no idea when it ends. I know when it started....The day I decided to have weight loss surgery. That was over 4 years ago. If you told me then, that I would lose over 240lbs, I wouldn't have believed you. Trapped is who I was - curious is who I am now. I'm doing all the things I said I would never do - Get a tattoo, have gastric bypass, have skin removal, zip lining with my Kids. Next is Kayaking then kayaking fishing sounds fun! Life has

Starting rant - I have lost a total of 50lbs and still have not qualified for surgery. I met with the psych to be cleared and she said she wanted to review food logs and movement/water logs and also to lose 5 lbs more. So what did I do? I created a sharable food log in google drive with drop down menus. I lost almost 10 more pounds and I still need to wait for an opening with her that isn't until the end of the month. Waiting is literally driving me nuts. I'm talking

OK. 3 more pounds to go before I qualify for weight loss surgery. No, I'm not losing weight the healthy way at all. I hardly eat, mostly drink protein shakes and water. I might start worrying about it, but I'm preparing for surgery that will quite literally malnourish my body. It is actually way easier than I originally thought. It's easy, as long as I don't eat or go anywhere to keep myself from temptation. I have also been watching the series Alone. If you haven't wa